How many unsuccessful applications do you already have? Do you count it? I suggest you'd better not. You will only land into a state of depression. Until now, you're jobless; and you feel worthless. A man's worth can be tracked down through his achievements and job satisfaction, or his contributions to the society. But you're only contributing a burden to your family.
To put an end to your job hunting nightmare
Even if you don't have earned a degree, the online world would still accept you as long as you prove that you excel in your craft. But of course, having a degree is definitely a plus!